Riiiiiaaaaoooo!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Ugh! What a BAD day! I have
UNCOUNTABLE bad luck. Stupid la... First? My duty changed and I have to jaga 2 effisyen... The hardest class to jaga.. Second? class teacher changed my place to somewhere on the right. The board is on the left and it's so hard for me to see to my left! I dunno why it's like that. Some vision problem or something. Even if I told teacher.. She would probably think I'm lying just because I wanna get back to my place wif my friends. Third? I got lectured by the prefect teacher... The first question she asked was " Why aren't you wearing you tag? " We prefects have this gold and black tags that we're suppose to wear.. I was speechless. Cause I didn't think it mattered. The seniors NEVER wear them.. So why am I to blame? I should have said I was only following the seniors... After that, she asked me to stand a few distance away and wear my tag.... There was this baby girl in there. She was SOO CUTE! but she was the teacher's niece. Haha. Moving on~ Then she asked me some questions and asked me to answer truthfully. I answered. But I never thought my english teacher would get over the line. From what my prefect teacher lectured me from.. I knew.. it deffinately has to be my english teacher... Sure I went out a few times. But the truth is that I WAS helping other teachers because I was ASKED! Not volunteered.. Ugh~I wish I wasn't that much of a coward in the prefect room. I wish I'd speaked up.... And HELLO? Queen of England?!?! I DO all my works okay!?! Are you sure it was ME who NEVER do your works? N FYI, My group of friends are not ALL prefects la! I went out with your permission anyway! U gave it to me! So blame urself! And it's not like my grades for english are dropping! I still mantain! Ugh! U Queen of England! That day yea I just came back from helping another teacher. Why can't I go to the toilet after that?!? WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE TOILET?!? Just because I asked to go to the toilet and u have to scold me? Saying I'm FOREVER GOING OUT?!?! So, wad? You have prove that I have been going out of class since the first day of your lesson!? GET A LIFE MAN!! What if I had to vomit and you don't let me go? Will you let me vomit at your face?! No ryte?!? Zzzzzzzz. GERAM NYER AQ!!!
I guess I'll have to suffer the rest of my year in that stupid place teacher placed me at.. My mom requested it. You think it will change me? NEVER! N-E-V-E-R! It has never change me! Changing places has NEVER CHANGE ME! Just accept the stupid fact that I can't STUDY! Gwash! NOTHING WILL CHANGE ME! ACCEPT ME FOR ME! HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF THAT?!?! You have always taught me not to compare~ And yet, there you were in my class on report card day talking to teacher... COMPARING! Makes me more hurt than ever.....Gwash.... I just hate my life... Just just hate it..... sigh.....
Logging off,
Lily....
♥ 7:39 AM
