Everything's so wrong...
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wrong is not really the word. Something bigger might do. I feel like I'm being bailed by someone. Feel like I ain't important in the best friend relation. Feel like I've been kicked out in some reason. Because, whatever I say .. my friends get really frustrated and mad about my decision. That's what I think. My temper is getting worse nowadays. I can't stand it. One, so self-concern, another, LOVES complaining and yet she ain't doing anything. Others? Unserious about our performance for school. One of them wants to keep her REPUTATION ( As if she has one ) By dancing for teacher today. Our song is wrong for the theme. Our costumes are not right to be exposed to younger students. I discussed with them and then we all agreed on a NO. Only she was angry about it. She says " No..it's because she thinks we're good dancers and stuff. So just dance la". I told her to go and tell teacher we will dance la. She got angry with me. FINE! What the heck! Sometimes I wonder if boredom is making me seriously depressed ( I'm not sure if that's the word ) But it's ANNOYING ME that all this is happening. Feel like I could hate them but I don't want to. I don't wanna hate them. but..ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ 9:25 PM
BO-RING
Monday, November 2, 2009
Holidays! Boring.....
Supposingly fun but sighs..... Nope, not at all. I'm not the nerd type who keeps away from fun for one whole year just to study. Blek...Gotta go.. Bye.... Zzzzz
♥ 6:26 AM